Joan Poulson |
I never asked where Granfer’s love of poetry and the spoken
word came from - unlikely to have been from home. He used the
public library regularly and, as a lad, had been fascinated by the Mummers. He
often made up songs round my name, laughing as he roared them aloud, told me
tales of his boyhood, his mate Joe Tie and sometimes chanted lines from the
Mummers play:
It cures the itch, the pitch, the pain,
the gout,
the pain within and the pain without.
Best of all were days when he would take me on his lap and read
aloud from one of his two books. They never left him, those pocket-sized copies
of the Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam, the poems of Robert Burns.
I sat for as long as he chose to read.
From birth until I was four I lived with my parents in a
run-down cottage surrounded by scrubby grass with no neighbours or transport of
any kind. My only companions were, briefly two goat kids and whatever I found
to interest me in the ‘garden’. Plants and small creatures, whatever I saw and
touched, sniffed, picked and tasted I grew to love.
When my Mam and I moved to a council estate Granfer came
most days to see us.
I look back on these as as highly significant. Granfer’s
tales often involved the natural world. When he strode into our back yard I
always hoped for a ‘walk’, a fairly silent time when he would raise me up onto
his shoulders, stride away from the streets, main road and traffic to the
nearest scrap of countryside. I especially loved our outings to the Rabbit
Warren. On reaching the lane I would be lowered and instructed: Use your eyes. Use your ears, my Jo. Then
I trotted beside him, asking questions but silent as we approached the warren.
Curiosity and a delight in rhyme were further fostered at
primary school. Each day I sat transformed as our top class teacher read aloud from
prose and poetry, teaching us poetry by heart. He played the piano several
times a week, taught us folk songs and, at the end of each day, accompanied us
as we sang a hymn.
It was around this age that I began to fantasise about the
night sky. In bed, light out, I travelled in my mind, experienced the enormity
of the sky-world. A fascination for the sky and what might lie ‘beyond’ has
never left me, encouraging me to attempt to read about modern physics and the
natural sciences.
I have always tried to encourage the children and young
people with whom I work to share my fascination with the natural world - black holes, bower birds, black bees, mountain
hares, rhinos, ants, trees and the insects that live on them.
In March this year Grey Hen publish my chapbook for adults Tequila and shooting stars - an
intriguing selection of poems around my travels including work I have been
surprised and delighted to make.
With Tequila ready
for publication I am, at last, ready to focus on work around a lifelong
fascination in Nature with a new and celebratory children’s collection. My
first-ever collection was for small children and published by international childrens
charity UNICEF: Celebration (1993).
I hope my most recent collection will be memorable, drawing
on years of believing that our world, Universe and whatever lies beyond is unique,
astonishing, magnificent. That it can be weird and terrifying. It will be
celebratary, enriched, I hope, by my experiences as writer and poet, tutor and
editor and by my travels. I have benefitted greatly from spending time, working
with and learning from people in Canada, India, Norway and in the U.S: New
Mexico, California, Vermont.
One of the most useful pieces of advice I was given early in
my career was If you want to write good poems you must read good poems*.
Reading widely, especially from contemporary and early C20th poetry
and attending writing courses has been invaluable.
I compare my process when beginning a project or commission to
that of tracking a wild animal. For me this means taking time with, perhaps. some
research. Play is essential - with colour (paint or textiles), using all
my senses as I examine plants, weeds, herbs in my small garden or while taking
a walk - not
necessarily to the countryside, even streets and gardens of the suburbs can surprise
and nourish.
Some years ago I taught alongside an American artist on a
residential course. She recommended journalling to our students and since then
I have always had one to hand. I scribble in ideas, thoughts, notes, add
quotations from newspapers, overheard conversations, tv with clippings from
every possible source. It has become habitual.
If I am considering a new project or commission I often turn
to these journals, make an intuitive selection and place on my work-table with
plain paper and other notes/ reading materials. Then, for perhaps thirty
minutes, I paint, go outdoors - in my garden or wandering round the block or
nearby memorial gardens.
Feeling ready, I engage in my simple coffee-making ritual, pour
out a small mug of coffee and focus for two or more hours………..dipping into journals,
etc. mind flowing lightly as I jot down anything of particular interest.
This process continues for another day or two or until I
have enough ideas and phrases for a first draft. Then I put this aside to
return with a fresh eye next day or in a few days. Once I have some shape I
read through my embryo poem aloud, again and again as I edit. I find this to be
most useful. For me I gain deeper understanding and a stronger editorial voice
if I read work aloud. Unless a word or phrase deserves a place in my poem, clarifying or enriching
in some way I delete it.
A good poem can be rich as hot Venetian chocolate but must
be sleek as a mountain hare.
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